Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sharp pain sprang behind my one eye. Then came quick shocks, like electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the commute, full-on agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense discomfort around one eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually start with abrupt, severe agony around a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate discovered 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the figure dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often hid her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.
Still, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Historical medical texts propose unusual remedies for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only formally recognised by global headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which delivers blood to the head. Prominent experts in diagnosing the condition explain this.
In 1998, researchers released the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
Despite such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.
National guidelines on treatment recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a